Whispered Words

7 Feb

“He is not yours”

I heard a faint whisper from the shelves as look around the bookstore.

“You don’t deserve him”

I pulled out a book, not caring what it was or what it was all about, and started flipping through the pages.

“Can you not see them together?”

I poked my head at the edge of the shelf and saw him happily talking to my best friend.

“Don’t they look good together?”

I shrugged and continued down the aisle.

“Are you jealous?”

I stopped.

“Do you wish to be the one he’s talking to, not her?”

I dropped the book and hurriedly picked it up.

“Do you want him to know how you feel?”

Facing back on the shelf in a corner, my breath became heavier.

“Are you not happy that you see him happier with her than you?”

I ran my hand to my chest.

“Do you regret letting her meet him?”

I clenched my fist.

“Do you want him to look at you only?”

Gritting my teeth.

“Do you feel left out when you are with them?”

I hugged my knees and tears started to come out.

“Does your heart-aches when you see them together?

I nodded.

“… You can’t have him”


Pet name

5 Feb

“Why are you blushing?”

“He called me ‘sweetie’ and said ‘I love you’ to me earlier”



“Why are you crying?”

“He said he’s in love with my best friend”

Doctor and Companion

2 Feb

To The Doctor,

Greetings Doctor I’m glad you are reading this right now because I can now tell you something that I did not have any courage of saying it to you personally. First of all I would just like to say that I am grateful that you have chosen me to travel with you around through time and space. I was scared at first, well you can obviously tell from my constant screams on the first time you activated the TARDIS with me on board, but knowing that you are there by my side I became more confident and courageous to face my fears about the past and future. I was just surprised that have granted me access on TARDDIS.You are my hero. You brought me to places that I never thought of going to because life restraining me from finding out what this universe is all about and all that it has to offer.

It may have been a hectic ride but you were there to help me keep up and basically solve everything with your own Sonic Screwdriver. But time has changed and I am in need to live my own life this time, I believe it is time for me to allow me to live my life in the present. It is not that I did not like time travelling, entering the TARDIS, and spending an eternity wandering around with you like two lost birds. I enjoyed every single moment of it because it isn’t just because of the time being in our hands but us being together the whole time.

Thank you Doctor for accompanying me on this journey and I hope to travel with you again soon.

Sincerely from your beloved,


Spoken Words

2 Feb

“I love you”

Is it wrong to say this to a person whom you’re not interested romantically? I wonder because ever since you said those words to me with gratitude I did not know what to say, I took you lightly because of the thought of I knew it can’t be. Before I liked you, I was infatuated, like a little high school girl feeling the butterflies in her stomachs for the first time. I suck at this because I didn’t know how to return the words you told me, even though they were not real.

Time passed and I lost interest in you because I knew you found someone but I never knew your relationship did not last long, why? You were both perfect and then you suddenly splitted. You cried to me before and ranted to me all the things, though I was not good at giving advices because I never had anyone in my life but sometimes experiences are not as helpful as a human’s imagination. I tried to look at things in your perspective but I failed to do so. But about the talk we had earlier you told me you rather go solo because felt more free when you are not chained to your partner, you tend to be more happier because you didn’t need to worry much about anything or anyone.

I smiled because we are just the same. We both wanted to be single because we wanted to be free not chained, happy not limited.

That’s why I said “I love you too” because we both know we can never acknowledge anyone, even ourselves, as lovers.

“I love you too”


2 Dec

Brain-wreaking. Irritating. Annoying. Heart Racing. Basically life-draining.

Those were the words that you told me as you try to explain what you’re feeling right now.

Is this what you call a hangover?

A massive after effect of excessive drinking.

But you didn’t drink that much.

Or was it too strong for you?

But you weren’t drunk were you?

But if you were, how many boys did you kiss?

Any girls?

Did you jumped into the pool in your favorite shirt?

Did you screamed out your confession to the guy that you’ve liked for so long?

Or were you too drunk to remember?

I don’t you were drunk last night…

Because if you were, there would be a hickey on your skin

41 Eye-Opening Quotes That Will Make You Notice What You Always Ignored

24 Nov

Thought Catalog

Inspired by the folks at AskReddit.
Sometimes you never realize the value of a moment until it becomes a memory. Dr. Seuss
A ship in harbor is safe, but that’s not why ships are built. A fortune cookie
Nothing in this world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not: nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not: the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. Calvin Coolidge
Life is a tragedy when seen in close-up, but a comedy in a long-shot. Charlie Chaplin
A man who wants to lead the orchestra must turn his back on the crowd. Max Lucado
It is the mark of an educated mind, to entertain a thought without accepting it. Aristotle
Another flaw in the human character is that everyone wants to build and…

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24 Nov

“I’m asking you once again, would you take my place?”

She stared down at the old feeble man in front of her, tears started to flow down from her eyes.

“I can’t, I don’t know how to rule your people”

He tried to laugh but his throat betrayed him.

“Nonsense, you have all the qualities needed to take over. In fact, you are far better than me”

She bit her lip, making a thin line with her lips.

“But why me?”

He smiled.

“Why not you? You deserve to take my place, you deserve to be a king”

She blinked.


She remembered on how she had hated that word. All her life she wanted to abolish the king system and bring back the freedom of those who are under it, mostly free the one in power.

“I have been ruling for more than fifty years already and I couldn’t give my last breath until I find a replacement. There is a cycle that we must follow in order for us to have peace in this world. That’s why I’m asking you, please take over”

He took her hand.

“Are you sure about this?”

She swallowed hard as she starts to feel uneasy.

“Why would I ask you in the first place?”

He managed to give a short chuckle and ended up coughing.

“Fine then, I shall take your place as king”

She held his hand tighter.

A flash of gold appeared before her. She stared at her hand as the golden flame began to creep its way up to her arm, as it starts to consume her whole. But as the flame dies down, his hand fell and his eyes began to shut.

“Thank you and please rule well”

Those were the last words he said before he was able to release his last breath.